Wednesday, February 4, 2015


I love the moments when I am feeding LeeAnna and she stops in the middle of drinking and looks at me with those amazing blue eyes and just gives me the biggest smile ever and then continues eating. I look at her and feel so loved by her and amazed that I get to be her mother. She is growing up so fast and I am sad and happy at the same time. It fun to watch her learn new skills and master them. I love it when she will just cuddle with me. I love it when she is with someone else and she hears my voice she will look around for me and when she sees me she will smile and get so excited. I love that every time I walk by her and I don’t look at her or pick her up she gets all sad (its so adorable)

My most memorable moment with Oren is when he tells me he loves me. He is so sincere and serious when he tells me he loves me or when he tells me that I look beautiful, or even when he gives me kisses ( you can tell he watches what Travis does because when kisses me he hold my face and just has this look its adorable.)  My heart just melts and I just pray and hope that he will stay like this forever. I am so proud of him for trying everyday even though it can be a struggle he wins my heart in the end.

Donaven moments just amaze me and the man that he is becoming. I am able to talk to him about anything and everything. The one thing that I love is the way that he wants to learn and tell me about the scriptures and what he has learned. I love when he tells me that he will always love me no matter what.  I love the way that he helps his younger siblings and the way that he gets excited about LeeAnna little improvements with me. I love that he will bet up anyone that hurts me.

I have always heard that year 7 in your marriage is tough and I was so scared. Well I must say this year hasn’t been that hard yes we have had disagreements and hard times but nothing that we couldn’t handle TOGETHER. I love that he will still take moments to show me that he loves me no matter where we are or who we are with. I love that he came still give me butterflies when he walks into the room and makes me feel like I am the most prettiest  girl in the world. I love that he loves to do thing with me even though I know sometimes he would rather be doing something else. I love his love of our children and that he would do anything for them and play any game no matter how many time we have already played it (apple to apples J) I love his determination. He works so hard with finishing school and working 45 plus hours at work and then comes home to deal with everything else. I love him so much and so lucky that he is my partner in crime.